Trouble.

You know, sometimes you just have to get something back to realize you were glad it was gone. I am the type of person who always has to learn lessons the hard way...I can never just be like, "Nope, thats not a good idea." Its more like, "Well, lets just try it and see if we get burned."

I have changed alot in the past few months, and I didnt realize it until Dorin came back into my life. I have standards now. I wont settle. I dont trust him and thats a deal breaker for me. Sorry dude. I have learned that no matter how much you want something to work, sometimes its just better to walk away from it. I have learned to trust my gut instinct. I have learned just how much I need the Lord, and that I dont want to live the way I used to.

I have had to make some mistakes in the past few weeks to make me realize that Im different now, and he's not....or maybe he is but the bottom line is he just isnt the one for me.

I finally get it.