Sunday, November 1, 2009

"Whatever Move On"

Those were the only words I had to here to never want to talk to him again...I mean who would?...he breaks my heart, doesnt even let me say goodbye to him or his son, no closure, nothing, and just says "Whatever, Move on"...but then calls me and text me later that night more than once. Why the hell would I want to pick up the phone to someone who is SO disrespectful to me, I dont deserve to be talked to that way, but I needed to hear those nasy insesntive words anyway, so Im glad he said them. He answered every single question with that one statement...Im still hurting, but I will never allow HIM to hurt me again. He is a complete jerk right now, he is insensitive, a complete asshole, and everything in between.
I deserve better, and I will find better.
I've finally learned my lesson on this one. FINALLY. It only took 2 long relationships and alot of heartache that is not even over yet, but I know I will be just fine.
Girls, dont ever go for the Dr. Jekyl/Mr. Hide kind of guy, its just not worth it, and eventually he will just end up to being competely Dr. Jekyl (thats the bad one right?...lol). Seriously, guard your heart, go after what YOU want for YOUR life, and leave the rest to work itself out. Dont consume your life in anothers EVER. If the person isnt strong enough to lead his or her own life, then you should stay far far away from them anyway.

I believe in Karma, or better said, I dont think the Lord just lets you get away with hurting someone the way he hurt me.

Karmas a bitch dude, have fun dealing with it cause Ill be LONG gone.

Utah or Spokane here I come!! =)

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